Paranoid

My head's
Been spinnin' in circles
Dyin'
Finally seams possible
Turned the corner
Winded up crying at your bedroom door
Wishing I wasn't
Paranoid as much

My head's
Been spinnin' in circles
Dyin'
Finally seams possible
Turned the corner
Winded up crying at your bedroom door
Wishing I wasn't
Paranoid as much

Cuz I ain't had a normal high in so long
Guts in the ashtray
Eyelids are blindfolds
Go at the red light
Stop me before I fold
Drunk every weekend
High for the ride home
Pray to god for lightning
To charge my iPhone
Scared with the lights off
Fight to be mindful
Face hit the concrete
Bood on the drywall
Hope the tears dry off
Miss when you loved me
Why should I stop

Winters gone away
All the blood has left my face
But the feeling still remains
Met the blade at a crossroad in my veins
Crashed your car into a bridge
Avoiding traffic
Felt the offsetting taste of panic
Thought I'm sober
But I still feel
Paranoid

My head's
Been spinnin' in circles
Dyin'
Finally seams possible
Turned the corner
Winded up crying at your bedroom door
Wishing I wasn't
Paranoid as much

Cuz if you couldn't love me
How would I hate it
And if you had a problem
With me
Wouldn't we take it up
Had affairs with an old friend
At the fair with a girlfriend
On the top of her favorite ride
Where we both jumped off
Cuz I don't wanna live another day
With this shit going on

See her there with her boyfriend
She's wearing my sweater
And i wish i've never seen that
Cuz it's already got me
Stressed and paranoid



Credits
Writer(s): Erik Conlon
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