Blueberry Boy

Say it's okay
Say it's okay if I'm blue
Say it's okay
Say it's okay if I'm blue

Stuttering through my words
Somehow I can't believe that anything should happen
But at the same time it's like the world will shatter around me
Shattering me into little blue pieces
Just a delicate jello heart beating inside
As it quickens it becomes louder than me
My friends say they're here
But it feels like I'm alone
Some days I can't even trust myself
They tell me it'll all be over
They tell me it's okay
If I'm Blueberry Boy (Blue berry Boy)

Say it's okay
Say it's okay if I'm blue
Do do do do
Do do do do
Say it's okay, Say it's okay
Do do do do
Do do do do
If I'm blue
Do do do do
Blueberry boy

My emotions swirl into one big cluster of scary thoughts
The orchid of sticky blue surrounding my heart
Is just a maze of confusion and catastrophe
I run run run to find a way out
But somewhere in the back of my mind I know I'm stuck in this doubt
The wind of catastrophe is a-pounding on my back
Pushing me over the mark

Say it's okay
Say it's okay if I'm blue
Do do do do
Do do do do
Say it's okay, Say it's okay
Do do do do, If I'm blue
Do do do do, Blueberry boy
Blueberry boy

Do do do do
Do do do do
Do do do

The earth under me is crumbling
Someone help help help
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do do doooooo
All my emotions are crumbling over
I can't see
I can't think
I can only feel the thoughts
I'm cracking
I'm breaking
I'm hurting
I'm shattering
I'm overwhelmed
Go away
I'm fine I'm fine

I say I'm okay
With a smile
It means It's just nearly bearable

I know I'm a wreck

Because I'm blueeeeee

Blueberry boy