not alright

And it's not alright
Its not okay
Everything I do just complicates
Don't really feel like going out today
Telling you to put on a pretty face
But it's all just fake
So ask me why
I don't seem to sleep at night
It's cause everything ain't black and white
Ain't nothing wrong and ain't nothing right
It's a shade of grey
So sit and pray
Shield your face from the light of day
Better make peace with the bed I've made
Cause I've got one foot in an open grave
I'm tired of chasing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of battles that aren't worth fighting
I could care less about a new horizon
Choose your cause and find a hill to die on

Like
La da da da die
You live and then you die
Takes time
To close your eyes
In case you didn't realize
Like oh
You wonder where you go
That's for the dead to know
A sob story about so and so
When it's said it's done
And then the curtains close

Hard liquor
Try to swallow your pride
Hard time
Making wrong things right
Reached the conclusion
In a bout of dissolution
That I don't want it at all
I don't want it at all
High rise on my tippie toes
It's been a little while what do you propose
Deep breath
One step
What's
Be-low
Am I dreaming?
Floating
Falling
Falter
False hope
Kill me
Softly
Let me
Let go
It's pretty hard for me to let you know
When the walls cave in
Where am I to go
Run away
S O S
Save your soul
I'm a mess
And I'm afraid
You're too close
Cause if you ask how I'm feeling today
I'll say I'm fine and smile
But I'm not okay

Like
La da da da die
You live and then you die
Takes time
To close your eyes
In case you didn't realize
Like oh
You wonder where you go
That's for the dead to know
A sob story about so and so
When it's said it's done
And then the curtains close
Like
La da da da die
You live and then you die
Takes time
To close your eyes
Like oh no
You wonder where you go
That's for the dead to know
A sob story about so and so
When it's said it's done
And then the curtains close