Water & Vices

I got grass stains on my beaters
They came from mowin' down my demons
Now that I'm retired, I forgot em-- I drank ether
Promise I'm not evil, nah, cause
They don't claim me either, listen
I'm mixin' water in my vices
You know you should've never left me to my own devices
Doing all that I can to be righteous
Lost myself and my soul; they were priceless
It didn't happen how I said it would
No, no
Now, I'm acting up; I know I shouldn't
Oh, oh

I thought losing my heart was enough
You took my soul, too
I had to fold, oo
I had to fold, oh, oh
I thought losing my heart was enough
You took my soul, too
I had to fold, oo
I had to fold, oh, oh

I fall. I fell. It hurts to bend, yeah, yeah
You picked me up; I fell again, yeah, yeah
Runnin' is hard when you can't walk
I tried to stop, but we still played with emotions, yeah
I thought losin' myself was enough
What more could you take from myself
I thought it ain't bother me much
But you keep on callin' my bluff
And now I'm officially stuck
I thought I could gamble again, yeah, yeah
But it seems I'm straight outta luck
It wasn't luck, nah
It wasn't luck, nah
I'm spiritually tough
And I fill my cup, yeah
I fill my cup, yeah
God fill me up
Now, I gotta walk, yeah
Pick up my feet slow
My shoes are so scuffed
If I could go back, I wouldn't go back
I'm not giving this up

I got grass stains on my beaters
They came from mowin' down my demons
Now that I'm retired, I forgot em- I drank ether
Promise I'm not evil, nah, cause
They don't claim me either, listen
I'm mixin' water in my vices
You know you should've never left me to my own devices
Doin all that I can to be righteous
Lost myself and my soul; they were priceless
It didn't happen how I said it would
No, no
Now, I'm acting up; I know I shouldn't
Oh, oh

I thought losing my heart was enough
You took my soul, too
I had to fold, oo
I had to fold, oh, oh
I thought losing my heart was enough
You took my soul, too
I had to fold, oo
I had to fold, oh, oh