Never Let Go

Running from something I can't see
Wanting things I don't need
Cutting a vein that doesn't bleed
It's like I'm hitting a wall at full speed
But Jesus won't let go of me
It's like I'm here but I wish that I was dead
Life is beautiful but lately it's been filled with dread
Lately it's been filled with all these thoughts inside my head
Telling me that everyone around me would be better off without me
But I know they're wrong
Jesus died for me so that must mean I'm worth something
An outcast to the world
But I'm worth something
Yeah I'm hurt right now but Heaven bound
So to hell with all your lies
They won't keep me down
Jesus got me and I know that makes these demons flee
I look in the mirror and I'm scared to see me
I don't know what I'm becoming I'm so scared to say
Jesus hear these words of mine
Hear me when I pray

You're the beat inside my heart
I feel like I'm finished Jesus
Won't You tell me where to start
Won't heal this brokenness inside me
Please start with my heart
I can't find the time to get close to You
And when I do, I know You're there but I feel so removed
Fight these battles with my faith but I'm losing too
I feel lost Jesus won't You point me back to You
Cause all these crooked Christians
Make me turn my back on You
But that's not Your fault
Making idols out of men
Jesus watch em fall
I don't need them
You're the reason that I'm standing tall
I just need You by my side
Forgive me for my wrong
I just need You by my side
You're here all along
I've been broken
Will you fix me up
Waiting patient til you beam me up
I wanna go with you
Faith is still stronger than luck