Lover Boy

And you know how it goes when the protégée come around
The realest niggas seem to be lost when I'm in town
It ain't no foul play in a game when you out of bounds
So don't speak about nobody that's kicking me while I'm down
Niggas really came in the game with stars in his eyes
Ain't have no big homies to watch and serve as my guides
It's lonely at the top and it's time for me to decide
And this ain't the time where I be dependent upon my guys
No wonder I feel so undeserving as I arrived
Who would have thought I'd speak with the people I've idolized
Same dudes who ran the hood since I grew up from 4 to 5
Legendary runs that would last through my junior high
What's the difference in finding passion and finding purpose
What's a top spot if somebody else is reserving
Here comes the rapture who qualifies that I am deserving
Who's really earned it

I bust my ass for this
Emotions in the dirt yeah I bust my ass for this
Passion in these words so I guess that's what magic is
No medicine has cured me the way that my rapping did yeah look
Who I was at twenty I wish I could turn the time back
Get back to my private life and get some of my time back
Maybe who I am is quite divine but not defined yet
Maybe who I am ain't even clear inside my mind yet
Maybe who I am is just a metaphor for some type of folklore
Maybe I need to grow up a little more
Sometimes I feel like I won't ever get to feel what it is that I'm looking for or dream for
Sometimes I don't have shit to rap or sing for
Sometimes I feel jealous that all my favorite rappers rapped all of my feelings for me
So what the fuck should I intervene for
Shit, I don't know man this music shit I just thought this shit would mean more

And all this rap rappy shit I've already mastered this
I ain't got no time to mash you niggas on aggressive hits
If I drop this love tape I'm guaranteed to smash ya bitch yeah I'm hazardous
The more I rap the more I see the game for how cap it is
I see why people prolly can't have me on they timelines
The local niggas jealous everybody on slime time
Look see everybody else is probably hating I could give a procreation
I just spread love cause I am love I'm a low-key baby
Say I won't look out for my niggas dog that's a overstatement
Maybe I'm just like LeBron, I just need the playmakers
I'm just trying to figure how to make it through this game without compromising my style Or becoming some damn impersonation
And to my nigga dog I swear who I look up to
I fuck with you but would you fuck with me if I was above you I promise