Incoherent Rant

Maybe I like feeling mysterious to everyone
I don't know if I could handle being sincere in my deepest ways
I feel like if I do I will be ridiculed in the worst way
But maybe if I try I will possibly fix a part of me

Yeah I haven't felt in so long
Hundred percent serious in this song
I've been ducking all my friends
I've been staying in my bed
I've been trying to find myself
Maybe I just need some help
Maybe I just haven't felt
This hurt and embarrassed in my life
Why can't I skip to the good part
And make sure I make it out alive tonight

huh there I go again
Closing myself off and separating from my friends
Frankly it's dramatic capsulating my anxiety
Don't want to be a burden to the people that I love
Sometimes gotta put me first
Sometimes I am dying of thirst
Sometimes I just need some help
Sometimes I can help myself
But everyone needs help
It's emotionally exhausting
Maybe I'm a hypocrite
But I'm fucking tired
Maybe it's just me but I miss quarantine
I did so much stuff that you didn't even see
Starting to feel like sisyphus
Starting over everyday
Starting a new cycle
My mind goes
I'm right though
We fight though
I cry though
At night though
Never in front of anybody
Doesn't even matter to me now
I'm so empty I don't even feel it anymore
Aw shit gonna have to go to therapy now



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Izquierdo
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link