Black Sheep

I'm paralyzed
Looking in my eyes
With a gun in hand
Praying to God
Every night

Sleeves are pulled up
Like a gun on my head
Screaming on my silhouette
My shadow is creeping
It's ready for killing
I'm scared of myself, but I'm living
I hurt like I'm bleeding
Why do I hurt? Why do I bleed?
Why do most people follow and very little lead?
Are you even there 'cause you never fucking speak?
Who's in the wrong? Who's in the right?
How do I make darkness into light?
Why do some live and why do some die?
Why do I always have questions on my mind?
Why are these answers all in a disguise?
Why do some people think that you are a damn lie?
Why is there hate? Is there always two sides?
Every single day is like we're running out of time
Why am I broken? Why did I break
Why is everything just the goddamn same?
I have no hope, so I can't have faith
And I never heard you call my name

I can't fight back and I can't defend
How can I vent? Who can I talk to?
Can I be okay without it ending in my death?
I'm scared of life. Lord, can I repent?
I'm a believer, don't get me wrong
Life is too hard. Can you write me off?
Life is a fight. It ain't a fight that I've fought

Why do I feel like this shit is too much?
What if you made me a mistake?
Can you help me? I never feel this way
I can't see you, so how can I pray?
Can you please say something? Can you explain it?
Can you help me with what I'm up against?
Because life is too hard, it's too damn intense
Can you help me come through the back end?
I hope you can hear me, lord. Amen



Credits
Writer(s): David Bošnjaković
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