Mourning Tarnished

A tragic phone call to notify my lovers death
Catastrophic accident how could it have come to this
With tearful eyes I watch them lower your body into the ground
So I'll take possession of your possessions once your will's read out

What I received
Disloyalty
My bride to be
Memories destroyed

You got to die so peaceful undeserving my undying love
How alone and cold it feels knowing I'm not the only one

In my sickness I admit this cannot live this lie I'm living
Should I join you do I want that I think not your soul is black

I feel you eat at my heart while worms eat at your flesh
You tear my soul apart but cannot draw a breath

In my sickness I admit this life on earth has now been finished
None to live for much to die for lord forgive me I do implore

They can never know why I chose to go
The pain sorrow
So pathetic
I can hear her screams calling unto me
In my sleep
Calling for me

Left to mourn alone
Well how could they have known
That her love I disowned
Mourning tarnished
She was all I'd known
Now all I know is hate
Violent thoughts I can't erase
I will join you

Now it's too late to turn back
The blood is ever-flowing
I knew I'd die alone
But not with these organs showing
At the gates of eternity
I hear your voice is calling I knew I'd find you here
I'll show you the pain I'm holding
This is not my punishment
I am yours



Credits
Writer(s): Jackson Terry Meldrum
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