Bare My Soul

Yeah
Alright
Look

Shit my days start when I roll up
Eyes closing up
No plans of getting up
I've been tryna love myself
But I ain't having no luck
I ain't made the team yet
But I ain't tryna give up
My eyes the coldest, heart the meanest
You look right through the other side
And I know that you see it
I know some bitches out there waiting
We fall into pieces
I know some niggas out there waiting on you
I know some niggas out there plottin'
Still rocking though, I still won't drop it
Dropping jewels on you, I told you we still rockin'
Dropping jewels on you just to see you smiling
Cause the head you gave me so amazing, first class knowledge
Nah, truth be told
You my place of peace and you my solace
In this world of violence, even the world couldn't divide us
So I'm out here riding
And I just need you beside me
Forreal, look

I miss the nights when we laid back
Can we go way back
Asking if I love you, tell me why would you say that
I been hurt so many times, I'm tryna get payback
Slayed the dragon once
And now I'm a soldier boy, no Arab
Corny shit, you hate when I say that
My past is on playback, the therapist, paid that
The problems they fade back
And then they come way back
Insecurities tight on my head like a wave cap

But I'm still
Striving cause I need it most
Driving on a different coast
Driving in my vehicle
Plotting on a bigger one
Plotting on a hundred more
Plotting just to get on Forbes
Niggas lining up to see Shoes just like the Jordan fours
Plotting on some Off-White ones
Wish Virgil could send me those (RIP Virgil)
Heights that I'm tryna reach, they got me on my tippy toes
And meanwhile shorty wanna feel me like a physical
Relationship is digital
I done left this place a long time, getting spiritual
Imagine talking to the Gods and they start hearing you
It's getting critical
When you start talking like this then they start fearing you
Only thing the game missing, period
They couldn't feel the flow
Everything that come with this game, this shit is killing you
Everything that come with this game, this shit is killing you
Niggas don't know about the fake shit, the lows
And the almost, and no's
Man I'm tryna part the bullshit like Moses
Been waiting on this game to give me roses
Boy you out here killin' shit, don't care if no one notice
Laying awake at night and God done told me that I'm chosen
So why I'm still up in this position (Why)
Why nobody listen (Why)
Do nobody feel it
I been hurt in my soul, real talk I need me some healing
I been hurt in my soul, real talk I need me some healing
I been hurt in my soul, sometimes I feel like the villain
Learn to push it all back
Move on, don't react
Navigating this environment you learn to adapt
It's like a gift and curse, sometimes it feels like a trap
But these words'll set me free
This shit was written, no cap
This shit was written, no cap