August 1st

My name is AHMED ISA Aka Lil babs
And I'm that teenager who spits bars
But today is August 1st 2022
That means in 5 days I will be 20 years old
And that scares the hell out of me
I don't know why it does but it does
I don't know how to explain it with normal words so
Amma just try to explain it with lyrics instead let's go

Yeah this a journey that I started 4 years ago
Still on the grind cause how i started was incredible
Social anxiety back then it was unbearable
How I'm still alive men I swear that shits a miracle
Started when I saw Justin Bieber then he was 17
Looking fly diamond chains with them diamond rings
And at that moment I knew this the life I'm meant to live
But where I'm from you cannot get it if you cannot sing
But I know it's my destiny
It brings out the best in me
Everything I have been through has convinced
Me that it's meant to be
The passion in my heart differentiates
Me from them wanna be's
Came up in the game young boi I'm a different breed
I'm scared of turning 20 cause its harder when you old
Family push you away you become a lost cause
Ain't nobody gonna love you you gon get chopped off
50 50 you gon fall like a fucking coin toss

If I tell you that I love you would you say it back
If I said I was In trouble would you have my back
If I blew up today would you really be glad
If you saw me on your tv would you hit a dab
If you ever wish me well you will never lack
Nothing do you we still cool if you wish me bad
But everything you said to me you cannot take it back
Naa amma keep it in my heart until it turns black
I'm almost lost entirely
Fighting anxiety
Battling all of these demons who live inside of me
Only thing that I can control is my virginity
And serenity

So if you tell you that I love you would you say it back
If I said I was In trouble would you have my back
If I blew up today would you really be glad
If you saw me on your tv would you hit a dab
If you ever wish me well you will never lack
Nothing do you we still cool if you wish me bad
But everything you said to me you cannot take it back
Naa amma keep it in my heart until it turns black
Until it turns black

Until it turns black

Vibes

Until it turns black



Credits
Writer(s): Ahmed Isa
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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