Wasteland

No more days spent in the wasteland
Many they question but I know that I am half man half amazing
Drink to much sometimes so they always judge and call me a drunk
I'm just a lover boy I paint my nails I'm labeled a punk
If I inject this needle in me will I wake up in morning or will I go into the light
Finally get my sight I been looking for that 2020 vision all my life
I'm on

Thinking that I should turn my pain into love
We party all night hoping that we never wake up
I know the feeling cuz I live it energy yes I feel it
When that person wants you back it's a hell of a feeling
I'll never feel it that's why I drink until I throw up
I must admit I fell victim to the drink in my cup
Numbing pain something you learn as you age and grow up
Waiting for day when I float into the light to get away from this wasteland

I think about dying more often than I think about living
My biggest regret is being gay and falling for many
Who used me as an experiment like chemistry class
And when I tried to get away they would chase and harass
They spread rumors bout the kid when I gave them my heart
Stayed silent knowing information that could f them up
The truth comes to light eventually I'm not the bad guy
You play the victim acting hard p under disguise
Is it better to speak or die get in the car and ride
And think about every person who truthfully told you lies
Wanting to run and hide when there is no place to run
So rather than living you go and grab your fathers gun and blow on yourself
You sacrificing yourself rather be at peace than be happy i get it myself
Part you had to die so the other part could live
They suck the soul out you cuz all you do is give what they never give back

Uh thinking that I should turn my pain into love
We party all night hoping that we never wake up
I know the feeling cuz I live it energy yes I feel it
When that person wants you back that's a hell of a feeling
I'll never feel it that's why I drink until I throw up
I must admit I fell victim to the drink in my cup
Numbing pain something you learn as you age and grow up
Waiting for day when I float into the light to get away from this wasteland

Thinking that I should turn my pain into love
We party all night hoping that we never wake up
I know the feeling cuz I live it energy yes I feel it
When that person wants you back that's a hell of a feeling
I'll never feel it that's why I drink until I throw up
I must admit I fell victim to the drink in my cup
Numbing pain something you learn as you age and grow up
Waiting for day when I float into the light to get away from this wasteland



Credits
Writer(s): Jachin Henderson
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