Dear Little Me

(Ah-ah)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)
(Ah-ah)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)

Last time I cried was way back when
I had feelings again
Not a shell, not a doubt, not a limitation
That's a realisation
It's starting to feel like lucid again
I can't see no sky
I can't breathe no air
Can you please stop telling me it's all in my mind
'Cause I've been there before
Seen it all and more
Me and my headspace been through the war
Can you please stop chatting out your arse if you've never been
Bleeding, bare on the bathroom floor
I think my soul's gone walking again
In the astral plane
If I shoot it up or I drink it down, I remember
But I forget my name

I don't know what to do, man
I've heard it all before, man
I edit all my posts
My only friends are walls and ghosts
The mirror's scaring me, man
My diary's sick of me, man
I'm twenty now, in a year how
Will I get out of this?

I should remind myself to be kind to myself
'Cause TLC is something that I lack
But if I fall behind every day
Then that's one step forwards, two steps back
I can't think straight, I'm full, just ate
'You coming to the party?' Nah, too late
I think this world has grown too formal
'Work 'till you die'? Yeah, that's not normal
(Ah-ah) It's weird
I mean, is anyone actually here?
You vote for the man that you want in power
But he's not really what he appears
(Ah-ah) I wish I could jump this fence
I wish I could change the time
Take it all the way back to the past tense
When little me enjoyed life (Ah)

When little me enjoyed life
When little me enjoyed life (Ah-ah)
When little me enjoyed life (Ah, ah)

(Ah-ah)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)
(Ah-ah)
(Get out, get out, get out of this)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)
(How do I get out of this?) (Ah-ah)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)
(I don't know what to do, man) (Ah-ah)
(Get out, get out, get out of this)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)

I don't know what to do, man
I've heard it all before, man
(Ah-ah) I edit all my posts
My only friends are walls and ghosts
(Ah-ah) The mirror's scaring me, man
My diary's sick of me, man
(Ah-ah) I'm twenty now, in a year how
Will I get out of this?

(Ah-ah)
(I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?)
(Ah-ah)
I'm twenty now, in a year how will I get out of this?