Way Back

Wanna stay clean so I block out all the shawty yeah
Wanna get wins so I wipe out all the party yeah
Wanna stay true like I was only 20 yeah
Wanna look good that will shine like a Cartier

I was so fucked that you can't even visualize
I can see the darkness that looks like a bottom line
Member drinking all the time cus I know I'm traumatized
Now I'm in the studio starting up a different life
Member back then there's still a lot of otherwise
Now I'm back now that only seeing black and white
People been asking why I'm acting like a color blind
I'm just saying cus I never do the choosing right

I was like a criminal acting like an agent
I always feel the paranoid there's no occasion
I just wanna find a way to let myself believe it
Times I tried to kill myself and nah I ain't no kidding
Member back times I lock myself in the basement
My mama told me all I have to do is to be patient
Destiny in front of me I can see him waving
Yeah I swear to god saying one day I'll be living
Yeah believe in one day you'll be living
When you find the right place member put the keys in
Member what my pop say when you do the driving
Never fear the high way that will keep you moving

I was so fucked that you can't even visualize
I can see the darkness that looks like a bottom line
Member drinking all the time cus I know I'm traumatized
Now I'm in the studio starting up a different life
Member back then there's still a lot of otherwise
Now I'm back now that only seeing black and white
People been asking why I'm acting like a color blind
I'm just saying cus I never do the choosing right

Yeah These days that nobody is loyalty
When I was like 22
When my girl betrayed on me
Yeah that's fucking like a royalty
Member we said true to true
Then you start to lie to me
Yeah it kills me and you know that
You're on my top list true with no cap
Your mouth is full of lies that you need a tictac
You're McDonald's but wanna be a shake shack
Life's like a movie so sometimes you gon' face that
No way for a jump out and no way for a playback
I don't need no journal when I got this for my recap
One day when I'm lost then I'll find my way back

I was so fucked that you can't even visualize
I can see the darkness that looks like a bottom line
Member drinking all the time cus I know I'm traumatized
Now I'm in the studio starting up a different life
Member back then there's still a lot of otherwise
Now I'm back now that only seeing black and white
People been asking why I'm acting like a color blind
I'm just saying cus I never do the choosing right



Credits
Writer(s): Jerry Lin
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