Anhedonia

Memory fades, beauty unmade
The past created to break
Colorless images from black to grey
Let them all fall away from me

I force myself to be free
Against all intuition

I can't feel anything
I am lost in between

When did the drain begin
How have I grown so distant
From beauty in the moment
Now only hollow events

And nothing good will last
Emotion becomes flat
I can't connect my past
To joy with once I had

Dread
In everything I resent
Bled
For after all I regret

Anhedonia
I embody loss
Hollow heart forgot
How much anguish costs
Me everything

I dedicate, to all I hate
Replace the former man made
Indolent innocence, so long buried
Let it all come back into me
Let me feel anything
Something real anyway

Embody the disconnect
Detached from the very breath
The world is grey, useless to me
Bring back something to feel again

Memory fades, beauty unmade
The past created to break
Colorless images from black to grey
Let all fall away from me



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Karrar
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