Help (Intro)

In the presence of god, prepared for the future, I'm still holding onto the past though
Tryna forgive all the people that hurt me, I'm honestly still pretty mad though
I'm over you now, and I'm happy again, I still think about what we had though
The niggas you got with will never be me, but I hope they ain't treating you bad though
Them niggas a snake you, so watch who you calling yo mans, that's all that my Dad say
It's kind of like Jesus, I knew you'd betray me my nigga, but not in a bad way
I wish I could call and tell you I love you in case you was having a bad day
But honestly baby I'm not even trippin, you know I can't go out the sad way
Man
It feel like I'm stuck in a time loop
I tried to be humble and give em my all, but niggas change more than the time do
Some good years of love and bad years without you, I didn't even see how the time flew
I said a few words and I lost you forever, it's sad cause I wasn't even trying too
Damn
I guess I'll just roll up my own wood
Coulda been selfish and cut niggas off, but my heart was too big for my own good
Now I'm just bussin my own juggs
Neiro and low up to no good
Tellin my momma she raising a soldier, but soldiers can die in they own hood

If you don't find love then the pain won't go
Ain't no rain, then the plants can't grow
Life brings heat and it can feel so cold
But baby I need your help right now
If you don't find love then the pain won't go
Ain't no rain, then the plants can't grow
Life brings heat and it can feel so cold
But baby I need your help right now

Before you hang up let ask you a question my love, you really ain't need me
Not even a text, you never looked back, was it really that easy to leave me
I said give me some time cause I know I can change, was it really that hard to believe me
Did you know when you kissed me and told me you love me, it'd be the last time that you seen me
Was deleting the pictures just pressing a button, was vengeance as sweet as it sounded
You wanted some peace, was it easy just leaving me be in the moment you found it
I was tryna be strong, I ain't mean to close up, I was really emotionally drowning
But I guess you can go, I ain't holding you back, it was over the moment you found him
Had to question my mans, I know he can snake me
I can't even show him my hand
I be coming round family and feeling like damn, y'all don't even know who I am
I never gave up when it mattered I ain't have a plan, was just tryna prove that I can
I always got nailed to a cross, I was feeling like damn, I'm just tryna prove who I am
I'm learning and walking a lost road
Paying whatever it cost though
I know it's a light on the side and I just gotta find it, but I got a lost soul
My mom sent a text to my phone and said we lost Jayden, but I never lost hope
I always went hard for the win I just couldn't learn to comeback from a loss though
Yeah

If you don't find love then the pain won't go
Ain't no rain, then the plants can't grow
Life brings heat and it can feel so cold
But baby I need your help right now
If you don't find love then the pain won't go
Ain't no rain, then the plants can't grow
Life brings heat and it can feel so cold
But baby I need your help right now