Headlights

Illumination on my face and facing the wrong way could get me slain, or worse
Appraised for my work
When I head skyward and on earth they would say they hate
In reality they're afraid to go against the grain
Up in their brains they're decayed from the constant complaints

Headlights blind me, shining in my iris
You cannot define me or find me I'm hiding
You say it ain't the end, are you waiting for some sirens
The only way to pave a path is by being decisive
Headlights, otherwise it's dead night
End times are approaching and they're poaching all the disciples
Decide quick, are you a follower or are gonna end up buried in a roadside ditch
Feeling worse the longer I sit
We're digging ourselves even deeper in a pit
Getting more people and shoveling in
Shit, and now we're all pinned

Tatted from my neck to my motherfuckin ankles
I keep the pressure up till I'm losing all these brain cells
Pain killed, way I'm still standing all these years later
Always doubted me, yeah you bet that all my peers hated
Beers later bottles of liquor i can't feel hatred
Shit I'm still wasted, battling demons came from real places
I burn em with acidity and all em fuckers still basic
Came from all the same places yeah
High beams blinding now I cannot see them faces
High and dry way I leave them at the scene
Sirens, headlights now tell me what it mean
Looking like a deer way you caught up in the beam
Way I'm caught up in the seams, thread is tearing through the teeth
Got to make a clean cut the station want my deets
Huh

Headlights blind me, you can't find me
Undefined I sit and cry
Afterlife's a hoax you die and never see the light again
Feel myself approach my end but it will not excuse my means
I sit in front of tv screens and live as someone else from me