They Ain't Convinced

Yeah, they ain't convinced when I rap About my life and how it is
No, they ain't convinced when I tell a Story about my life as a kid
Yeah, they ain't convinced when I tell Them that I died and came back Different
Nah, they ain't convinced so ill pack Up my things and go about my Business

I Ain't tell the truth, but I ain't tell Lies neither
Catch me in the booth, but I ain't Doing features
Put the grills in my mouth, so my Smile shines when I say nice to meet Cha
It's systematic to feel like a bum Growing up in family housing Because nice things we had none
Wanna know what I did for fun? I played outside until the street lights Came on
Yeah I was a lil thug, hangin with the Homies out on the block
Thinking we was cool, thinking we Was tough
Man to look back now, it didn't seem Like it was enough
My father he wasn't there, didn't Meet that man until I was twenty Two
That's about the time I really took to booze
That kind of change could really do Some mental abuse

Yeah, they ain't convinced when I rap About my life and how it is
No, they ain't convinced when I tell a Story about my life as a kid
Yeah, they ain't convinced when I tell Them that I died and came back Different
Nah, they ain't convinced so ill pack Up my things and go about my Business

Back in my teenage years, I was Filled with so much rage so much Hate and so much pain
As soon as I turned of age, suicide Became apart of the game
I have the scars as proof of this Change
Almost twenty years, twenty years of Drinking
Booze controlled my life, what was I Thinking
I was on my way, stole a car and died That day
Something changed, my brain was Rewired the next day
And thats when Jazz Millz was made Psychotic thoughts from the shock of My accident
Like an acid trip, things didn't add Up
Everything was fake there was no Real love
My friends didn't care, so what did I Do
I went about my business, took my New life and created something of Interest
Something new, this path in life is Now what I choose
Self forgiveness