Lost On Earth

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I used to think and pray to God that I'd be someone else
When I believed that who I was would make me go to hell
People around me told me things and I'd believe 'em quick
And even then I'd doubt my feelings, seems it made me sick
Mental bouts against my sanity hit every hour
Sleeping in on bad days I felt like such a coward
Felt so powerless I masked up all my energy
And locked myself down in a mental penitentiary

Just let your head down
You're lost on earth
And your setbacks
Won't end your world
This is interim
It's all gonna work
In the end
No, it's not all over

Nowhere in the world I can run to
So scared to be hurt and I'm confused
Do I forget all my past that I severed
Or tell myself it'll never get better?
One voice says I better get patient
Another says seek God cause He's gracious
One more sayin' hustle everyday kid
Grind harder, any day you gonna make it

So much noise
It just needs to get out
Still a boy
I just need to step down
Lose your poise
Wipe your tears from your face
Don't destroy
Your own self, you stay safe

I don't wanna stay locked up in the past
Tryna change up my reaction
Stop all this relapsing, I
Gotta have my back again cause
Sometimes I might be alone
No new texts up on my phone
Takin' another melatonin
Yeah we've all been lost on earth
Walkin while we build up hurt and
Kill the hearts of man through screens
Screaming blue obscenities
And I don't like to preach to choirs
I just hope (be)fore my demise that
You and me can make amends
We can find our way again

Just let your head down
You're lost on earth
And your setbacks
Won't end your world
This is interim
It's all gonna work
In the end
No, it's not all over
Just let your head down
You're lost on earth
And your setbacks
Won't end your world
This is interim
It's all gonna work
In the end
No, it's not all over
No, it's not all over
No, it's not all over