Black Water

I pray for the light
Which disappears from the surface of this world
Black phlegm begins to macerate
Suffuses more and more, a toxic deadly shore
But I can't quit this poison, I am an addicted person
I close my eyes and let it pour

I never see a reason, I'll never be okay
Devour light like brandy
It's getting heavier to take
I fight all my demons at once again

But I cannot tame the pressure in my lungs
Am I the one to abandon the throne?
No water for the flames
Always ending up the same
This searing fever

I am caught in the middle
Feel the heat and the shiver
Take it all 'til the last drop
Let it pour in these veins
I can feel every moment
Every grain, every second
I will dive again in blackened water
I dive again in unknown water

No, I choke on blackened water
Wells out of my sewn up mouth
I can't breathe, I can't see
Disrupt this entity
Oh

And I caught myself being down on my knees
Praying for peace to something I know it doesn't exist
Lost in skewed cogitation
A billion combinations
There's no solution for an incomplete equation
Will you be my unknown?

But I cannot tame the pressure in my lungs
Am I the one to abandon the throne?
No water for the flames
Always ending up the same
This searing fever