Airlock

My heart heavy trying weigh it out
Sitting back as it's playing out
Level up til I'm leveled out
You believe enough you can't make it out
Failed so much yet it's all I want
Failed to mention that I won't give in
All the pain all the fire flame
Play the beat time to get it in
See your bitch trying get within
Team close, can't break us down
Like compressed pounds in the airlock
I just do it, I don't say a lot
Gotta do it for the ones who can't
Falling slow tryna make a stance
Flying high tryna make amends
Lost funds never had friends
They say they with you but be half in
So I leave them in the past tense
Not making sense why it's like this
When you fucked how they love the vibe
It's fucked up how they wanna ride
Only when the doors suicide
So much time that I clocked in
Many minutes on the road searching
Many tried many died worthless
High as ever in my mind lurking
If you cared then you would try
God can you hear me call back
I been weary on this dirt road
Going where these niggas can't go
Been to places you'll never be
Seen a life that you'll never see
It just really how this life be
Friends turning into enemies
And vice versa for the paycheck
From some place I ain't arrive yet
The search bar can't find it yet
Dozed off on the keyboard
Niggas pissed when you work hard
And that's not even the worse part

You don't even know my name
That's how it must remain
You and I don't trust the same
You and I don't trust the same