stagnant

Cling to every detail, burn it in my mind
Laughter, excitement, the way that you'd smile
Cause feelings can't be memorised

People you lose along the way
These are the times we'll never relive
But i'm still stuck living in the past 'cause i haven't got enough future to give

And i wish i could tell you, i was stagnant for far too many years
I wish you knew that you are always there to calm those fears
And i wish i could explain how pointless everybody else seems
'Cause when i'm loving you, somebody listens to me

Spiral of the melody sings a different song
When promises you made of right slowly turn to wrong
Try to cling to you every way
But hopeless longing can't make you stay

And i wish i could tell you, i was stagnant for far too many years
I wish you knew that you were always there to calm those fears
And i wish i could explain how pointless everybody else seemed
'Cause when i loved you, somebody listened to me

You made me want to start writing again
And you were the angel singing songs in my head
But i can't live a lie knowing you're never coming back
When every single memory gives me reason to attack

The chill of the night when we looked to the light realising we might be free
The wake of the day, i was turning your way but you weren't looking at me
Rose coloured glasses, that green and white jacket, thoughts that could never be
You're turning away, now it's too late to say
I wish that you could see

That i cling to every detail, burn it in my mind
Laughter, excitement, the way that you'd smile
Cause feelings can't be memorised

People you lose along the way
These are the times we'll never relive
But i'm still stuck living in the past 'cause you took my future

And i wish i could tell you, i was stagnant for far too many years
I wish you knew that you are always there to calm those fears
And i wish i could explain how pointless everything seems
Because i loved you, but i don't think you believed me

I don't think you believed me
I don't think you believed me