Edge

I'm on the edge
I fell in love with pain
The reaction was a chain
Had to pop off that champagne
Cause I already know the game
Shawty said it wasn't the same
I'm on the edge
I fell in love with pain
The reaction was a chain
Had to pop off that champagne
Cause I already know the game
Shawty said it wasn't the same
But I already got her name

Lately
I been thinkin'
Why I gotta feel this pain while I'm drinkin'
I went thru all this shit an now it's sinkin'
Had to think about what it is that I'm missin'
If I make a different choice are you gone do me wrong?
If I make the same choice did I know it all along?
Minds goin' deep an I got all of these questions
Tryna' figure out what's good with all of your intentions
You went an played this game an it hit me like infection
I been thru all shit but I guess I didn't mention
I tried to show you who I was and you told me you could relate
But you had to switch up on me I guess you couldn't wait
How can I go on if the pain is all I've known
How can I keep going if this shit just got me gone
I guess I gotta fight this battle do it on my own
I guess I gotta fight this battle do it cause I'm grown

I'm on the edge
I fell in love with pain
The reaction was a chain
Had to pop off that champagne
Cause I already know the game
Shawty said it wasn't the same
I'm on the edge
I fell in love with pain
The reaction was a chain
Had to pop off that champagne
Cause I already know the game
Shawty said it wasn't the same
But I already got her name

See it's tough
When you been thru it
The question that I ask is why I do it
Should I focus on the shit that I be gaining'
Or focus on the things that need maintaining'
I got to decisions to make
I can't never take no breaks
Gotta keep up on mistakes
If you lyin' that's no take
I gotta keep up on my own
Gotta grind my sisters gone
Gotta make her life move on
This the toughest thing that I been thru
This way more than I been chewed
Never felt no pain like this
Everything sound like pettiness
I gotta get away from this
But what's that got you away from bliss
I shoulda' kept you away from this
Now with the pain I just miss
I don't know how I find the pain
Got me feeling I repeat like I'm insane
Maybe I compete but that's for no gain
But for some reason I just take blame

I'm on the edge
I fell in love with pain
The reaction was a chain
Had to pop off that champagne
Cause I already know the game
Shawty said it wasn't the same
I'm on the edge
I fell in love with pain
The reaction was a chain
Had to pop off that champagne
Cause I already know the game
Shawty said it wasn't the same
But I already got her name