So Much Pain
Anger built up deep inside leave me to exploding
I need it
Worst pain I felt was when my mama died
I can tell you bout them nights I stayed up cried
I tried to count every drop
Boy you know how many tears I cried
But I gotta make it cause I got my daddy by my side
He said son get on your knees and pray
Well daddy its too late, Im feeling like i lost my faith
Im in this dark room going crazy, I aint thinking straight
Know if I lay off in this grave the pain will go away
Take it all away
Im pouring syrup in the cup cause I need something to lean on
My brother getting drunk and high he say he wanna be numb
Everybody ask if you ok i wish they would leave me 'lone
Im still tryna call you damn Ma can you pick up the phone
I watched you take your last breath and still cant believe she gone
God don't make mistakes but right now feel like he done me wrong
Replay this watched them roll her off down the pavement
Any last words and boy you know I couldn't say shit
I Tried to be a man and look but nah I couldn't face it
I'm going 150 down the road tryna escape it
I'd rather run and hide from all this emptiness inside
It's hard to live a whole life when you're dead inside
Cause there's so much pain
And its like I aint stop crying since
April 30th when i got that called
It hasnt been a day I felt alive since
May the 19th when you took your last breath
Everything I did was for you and
It seem like life been on pause for a decade
Im still tryna find
The reason to keep going cause you was my everything
So tell me what Im posed to do
When everything I did was for you
You left my heart broken, I feel like its been stolen
Im hoping its you every time my door open
You made the whole hood cry, its hard to sleep at night
They tell me you don't question God but every night I ask him why
Why you had to do this to me man
Planning my mama funeral when we had other plans
Most of y'all don't understand
I lost the one thats close to me, no please don't get close to me
I aint ate in 24 rest in peace to Kobe Bean
I still replay this watched them roll her off down the pavement
Any last words and boy you know I couldn't say shit
Tried to be a man and look but nah I couldn't face it
Going 150 down the road tryna escape it
I'd rather run and hide from all this emptiness inside
Hard to live a whole life when you're dead inside so much pain
I need it
Worst pain I felt was when my mama died
I can tell you bout them nights I stayed up cried
I tried to count every drop
Boy you know how many tears I cried
But I gotta make it cause I got my daddy by my side
He said son get on your knees and pray
Well daddy its too late, Im feeling like i lost my faith
Im in this dark room going crazy, I aint thinking straight
Know if I lay off in this grave the pain will go away
Take it all away
Im pouring syrup in the cup cause I need something to lean on
My brother getting drunk and high he say he wanna be numb
Everybody ask if you ok i wish they would leave me 'lone
Im still tryna call you damn Ma can you pick up the phone
I watched you take your last breath and still cant believe she gone
God don't make mistakes but right now feel like he done me wrong
Replay this watched them roll her off down the pavement
Any last words and boy you know I couldn't say shit
I Tried to be a man and look but nah I couldn't face it
I'm going 150 down the road tryna escape it
I'd rather run and hide from all this emptiness inside
It's hard to live a whole life when you're dead inside
Cause there's so much pain
And its like I aint stop crying since
April 30th when i got that called
It hasnt been a day I felt alive since
May the 19th when you took your last breath
Everything I did was for you and
It seem like life been on pause for a decade
Im still tryna find
The reason to keep going cause you was my everything
So tell me what Im posed to do
When everything I did was for you
You left my heart broken, I feel like its been stolen
Im hoping its you every time my door open
You made the whole hood cry, its hard to sleep at night
They tell me you don't question God but every night I ask him why
Why you had to do this to me man
Planning my mama funeral when we had other plans
Most of y'all don't understand
I lost the one thats close to me, no please don't get close to me
I aint ate in 24 rest in peace to Kobe Bean
I still replay this watched them roll her off down the pavement
Any last words and boy you know I couldn't say shit
Tried to be a man and look but nah I couldn't face it
Going 150 down the road tryna escape it
I'd rather run and hide from all this emptiness inside
Hard to live a whole life when you're dead inside so much pain
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