Kill me dead (pure)

Lately I've been thinking ahead
Why growing old? We can die young
So kill me softly, kill me dead
We'll make of heaven our own bed

I think too much and the more I do
I lose touch with reality
But there's such a rush I feel with you
And it pulls me right out of my calvary
It's my issue but I wish you knew how much
It helped me through my hell
The sight of your eyes
Your smile, your smell
On the sheets of that cheap hotel
We're meant to be we always were
But we couldn't see past the blur
The younger years, the doubts
The fears now time has passed
I see it clear
The green inside your brown
I am your queen, you made my crown
We picked each other from a crowd
Made me feel proud to be alive
And I could die inside your kiss
Cause I need you more than to breathe
And you want to die in my arms
But I do too so let's take turns
You play with fire cause it burns
Because it's red and you have horns
The devil in its purest form
Ideal like petals real like thorns

You're hurt but baby so am I come here
I'll heal you with my tongue
We'll fill the void with rum and wine
Smoke out your feelings with this bong
Cause lately I've been thinking ahead
Why growing old? We can die young
So kill me softly, kill me dead
We'll make of heaven our own bed

Then you said: Maybe you're in love
With the idea of myself
Put on an act, didn't think you would like
What lies beneath the shell
I tell you I've known all along
The real you is what made me stay
And now that it's starting to show
I know I'll love him just the same
It can never be perfect but it is
And we freak out
Too good to be true so either it's fake
It will crash or it will fade out
And we forget to change the mindset
Based on self-hate and the past
Don't care bout what other girls said
I'm here for you I'm here to last
Tainted hands and jaded pens
You're breathing living art
Spray paint cans creating since
You had a beating heart
We both have made a few mistakes
But they have led us where we are
Perhaps our hearts needed to break
So we could learn to heal the scars

You're hurt but baby so am I come here
I'll heal you with my tongue
We'll fill the void with rum and wine
Smoke out the demons from your lungs
Cause lately I've been thinking ahead
Why growing old? We can die young
So kill me softly, kill me dead
We'll make of heaven our own bed

Yeah I remember when I lost you
Weren't answering your phone
And all your friends knew nothing
Or were playing hide and seek along
People told me you were probably
Out of battery or stoned
But I know you'd call from someone else's
If you couldn't use your own
For a whole day I stayed
At the front door of your home
Can't call the cops not 24
Though it has felt as twice as long
Crying and wondering why nobody
Had seen you since last night
Hope they don't find no fucking body
Car crash crushing my mind
If he's alright but can't
Explain I swear I'm gonna dump his ass
And I hope I get this one more chance to
Slap his stupid face at last
Cause I fucking love you
Dumbass...

You were alright though
Just high like usual
But I couldn't be mad at you if I tried
And I hope it's mutual cause...

Lately I've been thinking ahead
Why growing old? We can die young
So kill me softly, kill me dead
We'll make of heaven our own bed