Flight To New York

No matter what, I can't stop thinking about you
I poured up a cup, I'mma drink it without you
The things you told me got me pacing around
Wondering if you love me, I can't figure it out
All the arguments, they filled me with doubt
Over little shit that I was tripping about
At the bar and now I'm drowning my sorrows
Without you, I cannot imagine tomorrow

Lately all this pain that I'm holding on to
Gone make me do something crazy like stalk you
On Instagram, on your page I been watching
I told myself that it was time to unfollow
Whole time, I kind of knew we was toxic
Things escalated, all the names we was calling
It's over now but I wish I had stopped it
I knew I wasn't gonna leave you regardless

Why did I end up giving you all of me
I changed my life and I made you a part of it
Stood by your side even though we did not agree
I do it for us and you should've supported me
I saw the signs that this love wouldn't last
Should've moved on, I was stuck in the past
Should've gave you more time, I was chasing a bag
I hustle but I can't replace you with cash

You're the only one I truly adored
Tell me why I let you play with my heart
Just to get away, I caught a flight to New York
This heartbreak, I cannot take anymore
You were supposed to come along for the ride
I'm smiling but I'm really broken inside
But I'm going after everything I deserve
I ain't the greatest but I know what I'm worth

Together we was like some partners in crime
You was Bonnie, I was supposed to be Clyde
I see you calling but I'm gonna decline
I'm glad this happened cause it opened my eyes
My friends said that you was no good for me
Shit you did was really bogus to me
You were just another trophy to me
Trying to reconcile, but it's over for me
I opened up, you wasn't open to me
I changed the climate and I hope that you feel it
I'm on a rise and this a whole different feeling
I was fucked up about you but I don't think you get it

You're the only one I truly adored
Tell me why I let you play with my heart
Just to get away, I caught a flight to New York
This heartbreak, I cannot take anymore
You were supposed to come along for the ride
I'm smiling but I'm really broken inside
But I'm going after everything I deserve
I ain't the greatest but I know what I'm worth



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Errar
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