Pushin' On

I don't check my phone
Haven't smiled in months
I think my face is stone
I would ask if you cared
But I know you probably don't
So much fuckin' love to give
But I can't keep my thoughts in check
Another check
My mind is racin' as I pull the wheel
Do you really want me here
I don't belong here
I wanna be in California when I shed my tears
Hardly twenty-one but will I last another year
Another day of fear
Another
Blunt rolled to stump my stomach it's twistin' knots
Another shot it's gettin' hot I hope she drops the top
The simple pleasures only distract a vacant mind
And it's mine
My anxiety has fuckin' crossed the line

And I can't
Yeah I can't keep pushin' on

And I can't
Yeah I can't keep pushin' on
I can't keep pushin' on

I can't fight this
I can't hide it
You said you love me
When I'm like this

And I can't
Yeah I can't keep pushin' on

And I can't
Yeah I can't keep pushin' on



Credits
Writer(s): Jacob Ellison
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