Self-Destruction

I've been feeling like killing myself
Don't wanna talk I'm not needing your help
I always deal with this shit by myself
So I will see you again up in hell

I don't wanna talk I don't wanna be your friend hoe
Never gonna trust a bitch I'm only bout my bankroll
Stacking up bills you ain't living like me tho
Got em hating contemplating while I'm in the benzo
Sike bitch I'm speeding in the Cadillac
Almost hit yo granny now she boutta have a heart attack
I'm popping all these pills so I can never go back to the past
Motherfucker go back to the past
Decisions of torment they eat at my soul
And I know that I'm dying I feel myself go
To the lowest of points that a person can go
But I act like I'm fine I can't do this no more
Bitch I am breathing but no I ain't living
These snakes in the grass doing nothing but hissing
These demons are eating my soul and I listen
To what they be saying it is my ignition

So I'm back to being nothing feeling nothing
I ain't special I was never made for loving
Now my wrist are all sliced and you know that they are gushing
Out blood lost a lot so I'm always fucking buzzing off of something uh
Bitch I feel it in my bones
I can feel it in my skull
I'ma dead man walking with no place to call my home
I don't wanna be here
I just wanna disappear
Been a shitty ass time and a shitty ass year
Fuck all these people they never meant shit
Fuck what you saying and fuck you you bitch
Fuck you I hope that you just rest in piss
Ima be the reason why you slit yo wrist

I've been feeling like killing myself
Don't wanna talk I'm not needing your help
I always deal with this shit by myself
So I will see you again up in hell



Credits
Writer(s): Dominick Knoerzer
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