Crying In Nightclub Bathrooms

I should be cryin
Cryin in nightclub bathrooms
I should be drinking
And scrawling your name on the wall

For heaven's sake
It's been 28 days
Since I saw your face
Since I heard your name
Now I pop a lot of pills like a real fucking rockstar
Yeah I guess I really look the part, guess I really act the part now
But it's never been enough
No I guess I'm not that tough
Guess I'm built for weaker stuff, yeah

Now I'm staring at the wall
It's been 14 hours since I got that call
"Ahh what the fuck am I doing?"

I should be cryin
Cryin in nightclub bathrooms
I should be drinking
And scrawling your name on the wall
I should be singing along
Like I know the words to the song
I can barely hear
Through the ringing in my ears
I should be smashing mirrors
And crying in nightclub bathrooms

The sheer fucking audacity
The hubris
The tenacity, the arrogance
You thought you could do this
No, no I'm doing just fine
So get out of my life and get out of my mind

Cryin
Cryin in nightclub bathrooms
I should be drinking
And scrawling your name on the wall
I should be singing along
Like I know the words to the song
I can barely hear
Through the ringing in my ears
I should be smashing mirrors
And crying in nightclub bathrooms

I'm going out
To the strobe lights that await me
I'm going out
I'll talk to strangers I'm sure hate me
Hair: check
Face: check
Platforms: check
Septum: check
Choker: check
Phone: what?
Leave that fucking thing at home

I should be cryin
Cryin in nightclub bathrooms
I should be drinking
And scrawling your name on the wall
I should be singing along
Like I know the words to the songs
I can barely hear
Through the ringing in my ears
I should be looking so good that you wish you could
But you can't, and you won't, so don't try, there's no hope
Should be forgetting everything that you ever said
Get it out, get it out, of my head
I should be smashing mirrors
And crying in nightclub bathrooms