Abyssal

(Is that Veer on the track?)

Push me over the edge
Drownin' in my demons
Drinkin' all my feelings away
Push me over the edge
Nothing to hold onto
Givin' up, I can't move, stay dead

And I hurt you, felt you slippin' away
And I never meant to lose you this way
But I own it, onus, and I won't complain
Anymore, evermore, anymore, evermore
Anymore, evermore, anymore, I once swore

Look, no reflection in the mirror
Eyes is getting blurry
Need a bae to be my healer (healer)
The theta may appear
I make it clear that I can't stop
Amongst my pain, it's all the same
So I'm bleeding to the top (to the top)

Push me over the edge
Drownin' in my demons
Drinkin' all my feelings away
Push me over the edge
Nothing to hold onto
Givin' up, I can't move, stay dead

I'ma fuck around, call that healing (healing)
And I'ma renegade, I'm just dreamin' (dreamin')
Sound all the alarms, there's a demon (demon)
Kneeling on the ground, I'm just Neil and
I just got a feeling that
I won't budge till my head
Hits the ground, till I'm dead
And I won't budge till my dead
Says they're proud in the end and

Ion have no ice but I think one day it is feasible
Cynical, these niggas actin' like I cannot see the bull
I can't trust nobody, give a push, these niggas never pull
Look at the abyss, I might just jump in like a swimming pool
Drownin' in my thoughts (yuh)
Head coming apart (yuh)
Headphones keep me taught
It's just passion that I sought (yuh)
Give my life a purpose
Some days I feel that I'm worthless
Hurtin' 'cause I'm just a urchin
But at least I'm out here workin'
People always like to beg, but what they know about deservin'? (what do they know?)
Deeper in my head, I be thinking 'bout desertin' (damn)
Asking all these questions like what for and is it worth it?
But I can't leave my homies
So I get right back to workin'

Push me over the edge
Drownin' in my demons
Drinkin' all my feelings away
Just fell over the edge
Sinkin' till I can't move
Runnin' in the sand dunes, stay dead

Buried in the sands (in sands)
I can't make up my mind
Bury me and then (then what?)
I'll see if my soul's fine
Carry me a new body one more time (one more time, yeah)
Ignite the embers and set my soul on fire (put it to the test, yeah)

Put it to the test, what it feels like to hurt you!
Put it to the test, does it hurt me to hurt you?
I just hurt myself, at what cost do I pay dues?
Deeper goes the dagger in my heart, cuts are see-through!

Neil, Young Neil, and Darwin, you feel, yuh
Neil, Young Neil, and Darwin, you feel, yuh