Pills in My Hand

If the meds stop the nightmares
Would it stop all my dreams
Even the good ones
And just be a black screen
Is that what it's like
To die in your sleep
I don't wanna stop dreaming
I don't wanna sleep

I switched from seroquel to prazosin
Everything begins and ends
With pills in my hands
When you kissed me was it planned
When you kissed me did you know I was sleeping

If I get sad enough
I'll cut my hair
It's almost enough
To pretend that you're there
Is this what it's like
To drown on dry land
I wanna keep breathing
This wasn't the plan

I switched from seroquel to prazosin
Everything begins and ends
With pills in my hands
When you hurt me, was it planned
When you hurt me, did you know I was sleeping

What's it like to sleep well at night
Do murderers wake up sweating
Thinking of their victim's eyes
Do you think about mine

I stopped smoking weed
But I kept drinking gin
I stopped smoking weed
But I kept drinking gin
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