leave

Loving you's hard
Hating you's harder
Stuck in between all the lies that you're telling me
I wanna leave
But hard is departure
You're just a song
But I crave a melody

I said seven hours passed I swear I meant to text you
Say I'm occupied but I ain't left the bedroom
Zero x's mark the spot on top the schedule
Homework sits untouched inside unzipped metal
I
Know that it's hard to love you
But it hard to let you go
And many times I tried to leave I left you called me back been 18 years and you still got a hold
On me
They say that life's to short to sweat
Well I think I don't sweat enough
That's probably why my skin is rough could use a water bet my liver's probably folding on me
Sometimes I feel you scolding on me
Where's my blanket wanna throw it on me
Darkest nights and even bats can't navigate the story you'll see

Loving you's hard
Hating you's harder
Stuck in between all the lies that you're telling me
I wanna leave
But hard is departure
You're just a song
But I crave a melody

I can see the podium if I just roll along
And keep my story strong
They say that fame is lonely
Don't need ceremony
I just wanna journey
But you keep on holding on me yea
They say it's 'bout devotion
Just to keep the motion
Early in the morning
All this hard to cope with
I just wish that I could sit alone for just a moment yea
I'm just needing something
Need space to pace the room and rest a moment
These schools keep placing ratings on me
Don't throw this education on me
Sometimes it's hard to race an army
Sometimes I hate the patience on me
Tired of all these expectations on me
Shoes don't fit so take these laces off me

Loving you's hard
Hating you's harder
Stuck in between all the lies that you're telling me
I wanna leave
But hard is departure
You're just a song
But I crave a melody