Monsters In My Mind
Sat down and I'm stacking my shoes up
I laugh loud when I try not to use her
That's wild
I never knew that I'd do that
Told you I was sound
I guess I should review that
Fall down
Count the pounds in my rucksack
One through ten and then again 'till I make my comeback
Come down
Take a walk through my hometown
Contemplate the smaller things I wished I'd have known, now
I've found
It's not the bad that I'll remember
If every day I learn a little more about contentment
I'll find
That I can get there in the end, the
Little things keep pushing me to lift my heavy head, but
That's hard
And I know that it gets harder
I haven't lived my best day
I haven't lived my darkest
I haven't made the headspace to deal with all the ruckus
Didn't choose the best seeds to plant inside my garden
This time
When I'm looking through the Kodak
The smile-cracking bitter-lacking times for us to unpack
I'm proud
We got to figure out the setbacks
And made it right to where we are
Cause we could never let that keep us
Down
Down
Down
Down
Yeah we could never let that keep us
Down
Down
Down
Down
I, I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
Let me teach you just a little bit about
All the things that I'm still tryna figure out
No headspace
I'm deadweight
Contemplating how
I could go from who I was to who I am right now
Look at all the windows and my mind begins to wonder
In a state of sonder
Suffocating under
The weight of expectations I place upon myself
Fingertips are sticky from the ways I try to help
I try to free my mind
Through careful meditation
Alter my reality
My very own creation
Have patience
Keep waiting
Let go of love forsaken
Bathe in all the lessons that you learn from situations
And pay close attention to your body and mind
Realise what's serving you and what to leave behind
It's your
Life
You can't live for no one else
Find yourself an outlet
Put your thoughts upon the shelf
But don't ignore them
See, that could never help
Observe the ways they move as you buckle up your belt
Prepare to feel frustration maybe like you've never felt
Let the air inside your lungs nourish you
When it's hell
When it's hell
Crank it up a decibel
And drown out all the sounds of all the shit they're tryna sell
That you don't need
Maybe you just need to breathe
Maybe you just need to
Breathe
I, I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
I laugh loud when I try not to use her
That's wild
I never knew that I'd do that
Told you I was sound
I guess I should review that
Fall down
Count the pounds in my rucksack
One through ten and then again 'till I make my comeback
Come down
Take a walk through my hometown
Contemplate the smaller things I wished I'd have known, now
I've found
It's not the bad that I'll remember
If every day I learn a little more about contentment
I'll find
That I can get there in the end, the
Little things keep pushing me to lift my heavy head, but
That's hard
And I know that it gets harder
I haven't lived my best day
I haven't lived my darkest
I haven't made the headspace to deal with all the ruckus
Didn't choose the best seeds to plant inside my garden
This time
When I'm looking through the Kodak
The smile-cracking bitter-lacking times for us to unpack
I'm proud
We got to figure out the setbacks
And made it right to where we are
Cause we could never let that keep us
Down
Down
Down
Down
Yeah we could never let that keep us
Down
Down
Down
Down
I, I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
Let me teach you just a little bit about
All the things that I'm still tryna figure out
No headspace
I'm deadweight
Contemplating how
I could go from who I was to who I am right now
Look at all the windows and my mind begins to wonder
In a state of sonder
Suffocating under
The weight of expectations I place upon myself
Fingertips are sticky from the ways I try to help
I try to free my mind
Through careful meditation
Alter my reality
My very own creation
Have patience
Keep waiting
Let go of love forsaken
Bathe in all the lessons that you learn from situations
And pay close attention to your body and mind
Realise what's serving you and what to leave behind
It's your
Life
You can't live for no one else
Find yourself an outlet
Put your thoughts upon the shelf
But don't ignore them
See, that could never help
Observe the ways they move as you buckle up your belt
Prepare to feel frustration maybe like you've never felt
Let the air inside your lungs nourish you
When it's hell
When it's hell
Crank it up a decibel
And drown out all the sounds of all the shit they're tryna sell
That you don't need
Maybe you just need to breathe
Maybe you just need to
Breathe
I, I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
I start to feel alright
Like I could shift the skies
Then I meet my demise
I don't know why
These monsters in my mind
They come to play at night
I'm holding on for life
I don't know why
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Writer(s): Tee Fisher
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