Outsider

I watch my friends all graduate
They're getting jobs and moving away
Some in college, some starting families I can't deny it's driving me crazy

Cause here I am still here
It's like I'm stuck and I can't seem to find a way out
Seeing everyone living their life
That I honestly wish was mine

I've never been the happy one I
I never tried to be like everyone
I've always been the outsider
And felt at times I don't even matter
But seeing everyone moving on
Hits different when you've realized you're all alone
Watching them all disappear
While I'm still here

My best friend is with somebody
Who loves her dearly and shows it often
And I just wish at times that could be me
I'm not gonna lie I'm a little jealous
When seeing her smile every time she's with him
But I know I'll find that kinda love one day

I just can't stop thinking why
Can't this just be me
When looking around and seeing everyone so damn happy

I've never been the happy one I
I never tried to be like everyone
I've always been the outsider
And felt at times I don't even matter
But seeing everyone moving on
Hits different when you've realized you're all alone
Watching them all disappear
While I'm still here

I'm just trying to figure out how
to go about life without 'crashing down
I just need to look around
And take in the moments and just be proud
Even if nothing happened yet
I know my turn will be coming next.
Oh I'll be next

I've never been the happy one I
I never tried to be like everyone
I've always been the outsider and felt at times I don't even matter

I've never been the happy one I
I never tried to be like everyone
I've always been the outsider and felt at times I don't even matter
But seeing everyone moving on
Hits different when you've realized you're all alone
Watching them all disappear
While I'm still here



Credits
Writer(s): Danielle Evans
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