Ibiza in Winter

I need to rest like Ibiza in winter
Like not been my best, eating breakfast for dinner
I stare at this desktop for work and for pleasure
I measure my worth by what I pay for

I need you to fix me up
'Cause I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm sick of the cycle of ripping life out of myself
Then writing about it, we are more than material
This life ain't perfect, but we can work to make it worth it
I need to focus on diet and mindset and being well
I'm so out of practice at being well

I've been excusing, these self-destructive moods as accidents
It won't happen again
I was cornered at a party and told I look unhappy underneath
I don't know what she meant

I need you to fix me up
'Cause I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm sick of the cycle of ripping life out of myself
Then writing about it, we are more than material
This life ain't perfect, but we can work to make it worth it
I need to focus on diet and mindset and being well
At being well

I've been shouting in my sleep
Then I've been writing down my dreams to try and make sense
But all I dream of are car crashes and burglaries
So I sleep with a bat beside my bed even though I know it's in my head

'Cause I need to rest like Ibiza in winter
I've not been my best, eating breakfast for dinner

I'm sick of the cycle of ripping life out of myself
Then writing about it
We are more than material
This life ain't perfect, but we can work to make it worth it
I need to focus on diet and mindset and being well

I'm so out of practice at being well