10 Feet Down

Waiting round looking for a high I been looking for a life
I been thinking I been standing in the dark but I just see that I am blind
And I'm starting to feel more lost every time I try to keep this light inside
And I don't wanna feel like I have to hide
Every single time that I've tried

I been getting high
Tryna balance out the lows every night
And I know it's all a lie
Ima die saying two wrongs never make a right

And I do this every time
Maybe I lost my mind
Feeling like sometimes I don't wanna be found
10 toes with demons they all 10 feet down

They been telling me that dead men don't need a savior
And I still down know what I'm waiting for
And I still don't know what I'm waiting for

Tell my demons if they coming back around now I sleep with a gun
And I been, and I been living my life like there ain't a thing that can't be undone
Now I know that I
Can love you
Without trusting you
Cause that's what loving you is like
Wanting you
And think I'm in love with you for wanting you
Not enough
So maybe I'll take more than one of you
Never enough
So maybe I'll just take a bunch of you
And trust in you
Maybe then I'd feel the love
No I'm done with you
Better keep a gun with you
At the bottom of this cup I been tryna find love saying dead men are the ones that need A savior

Now I know what I've been waiting for
Now I know what I've been waiting for
And I'm starting to feel more lost every time I try to keep this light inside
And I don't wanna feel like I have to hide
Every single time that I've tried

I been getting high
Tryna balance out the lows every night
And I know it's all a lie
Ima die saying two wrongs never make a right

And I do this every time
Maybe I lost my mind
Feeling like sometimes I don't wanna be found
10 toes with demons they all 10 feet down