Ceiling

Red leaves, falling
Coffee and wishing you'd call me
It's turned October
Can you come over?

I lay in bed, stare at the ceiling
I tell myself it's okay what I'm feeling
And here I am, my own island
The bluest waves, crash on my skin
And I just let them in

But I don't wanna write about what I lost
Cause that makes it true
Fever dreams and picture frames
Reminding me will do
Been full of resentment lately
I guess that makes me an angry person
You said "No it's doesn't"
It just means I'm human

But everything reminds me of you
Even our eyes are the same color hue
Everything reminds me of you
These apartment walls and that parking lot view
Snow-covered sidewalks and board games for two
The text that you sent me that didn't go through
And all my decisions that I can't undo
And Autumn leaves
And funeral lilies, too

I lay in bed, stare at the ceiling
Tell myself it's okay what I'm feeling



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Writer(s): Erica Bitting
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