GMLFU

I ain't text you since last summer
And I'm wondering if I should hit you up
(If I should hit you up)
I been trying to think 'bout what I should have said to you
Before I let you go
(Before I let you go)
I been cruising through the city in my whip
And I've been driving all alone
(Driving all alone)
I been taking all these pills to change my mood
And feel a little less in love
(A little less in love)

I wake up sad cause I had these dreams of you
Feel bad cause I never told the truth
I wanted to play shit fast and loose
I wanted to show you I was cool
My hands are tied, my cup is full
Another drink, another smoke
My head is heavy, heart is broke
You got my life fucked up
My heart on hold
My secrets that I
Never told
I'm trying to find some
Peace of mind in
Actavis and
Drugstore wine

Why can't you fucking see I'm going through it and need help?
Why do you always think it's all about you
It could never be about somebody else
You thought that you knew everything
Thought you knew all my pain
You can finally read my thoughts
When I blow my fucking brains
You want me to be the villain
In your little fucking game
You want me to believe your lies
And tell me I'm going insane
You tell me that I'm scaring you
Well, bitch, I scare myself
I didn't ask to be here
So I'm begging to get out

I ain't text you since last summer
And I'm wondering if I should hit you up
(If I should hit you up)
I been trying to think 'bout what I should have said to you
Before I let you go
(Before I let you go)

Baby
Just say you're sorry
If you don't call me
I'll make you sorry
When I crash in to the pole
They'll find a written note
With your name on every page
Every page