A Thousand Times
I never saw it coming
I never thought of this
I always tried my hardest
Dealt with your stupid shit
But now we're drifting further
And you're okay with that
That makes me so damn lonely
I want my baby back
For now you're just a stranger
Like looking in the mirror
You say it's not forever
Those words don't make it clear
Your actions speak much louder
So, don't you say you love me
I see the way you're acting
I know I'm missing something
I met you when I was young
We made love and had some fun
We had our problems
I thought we solved them
But I was wrong
I guess the truth is harmful
I broke your heart about a thousand times
I guess it's your turn to break mine
I'm left here deserted and I'm fucking hurting
But some part of me feels like I do deserve this
I don't want to give you up so easily
But everything in me is saying I should leave
You never looked at me the way that you do now
So, I keep tryna' fix it
But I don't know how
I'm so god damn insecure
And now I hate myself much more
Sinking deeper than before
But I can't let you go
I met you when I was young
We made love and had some fun
We had our problems
I thought we solved them
But I was wrong
I guess the lies are harmful
I broke your heart about a thousand times
I guess it's your turn to break mine
I'm left here deserted and I'm fucking hurting
But some part of me feels like I do deserve this
Don't go
Just stay a little longer
Baby, I hope
That it's all in my head
And that you know
You're never gonna' find another person
Who will love you
Like the way I fucking love you
I'll go
Can't stay another second
Just to hold hope
I might be in my head
But baby, I know
I don't want somebody
Who will love me everyday
Like the way you fucking love me
I can't
Just stick around to see you with a
New man
I might be in my head
But baby, I am
Falling out of love and us, and trust
Every second that I don't have you
When you met me I was broken
You fixed me up
Then you tore me open
I never thought that you had felt this way
Chasing life and feeling so restrained
I fucked this up about a thousand times
It wasn't enough to just apologize
I'm left here deserted and I'm fucking hurting
But some part of me knows that I don't deserve this
I never thought of this
I always tried my hardest
Dealt with your stupid shit
But now we're drifting further
And you're okay with that
That makes me so damn lonely
I want my baby back
For now you're just a stranger
Like looking in the mirror
You say it's not forever
Those words don't make it clear
Your actions speak much louder
So, don't you say you love me
I see the way you're acting
I know I'm missing something
I met you when I was young
We made love and had some fun
We had our problems
I thought we solved them
But I was wrong
I guess the truth is harmful
I broke your heart about a thousand times
I guess it's your turn to break mine
I'm left here deserted and I'm fucking hurting
But some part of me feels like I do deserve this
I don't want to give you up so easily
But everything in me is saying I should leave
You never looked at me the way that you do now
So, I keep tryna' fix it
But I don't know how
I'm so god damn insecure
And now I hate myself much more
Sinking deeper than before
But I can't let you go
I met you when I was young
We made love and had some fun
We had our problems
I thought we solved them
But I was wrong
I guess the lies are harmful
I broke your heart about a thousand times
I guess it's your turn to break mine
I'm left here deserted and I'm fucking hurting
But some part of me feels like I do deserve this
Don't go
Just stay a little longer
Baby, I hope
That it's all in my head
And that you know
You're never gonna' find another person
Who will love you
Like the way I fucking love you
I'll go
Can't stay another second
Just to hold hope
I might be in my head
But baby, I know
I don't want somebody
Who will love me everyday
Like the way you fucking love me
I can't
Just stick around to see you with a
New man
I might be in my head
But baby, I am
Falling out of love and us, and trust
Every second that I don't have you
When you met me I was broken
You fixed me up
Then you tore me open
I never thought that you had felt this way
Chasing life and feeling so restrained
I fucked this up about a thousand times
It wasn't enough to just apologize
I'm left here deserted and I'm fucking hurting
But some part of me knows that I don't deserve this
Credits
Writer(s): Evan Leary
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