My Way

I travelled pretty far to have this conversation
I'm glad that we made it, I'm glad I don't hate you
I feel so sad, I feel so very bad
I feel so fucking free
And I'm so glad for that
Somebody made my bed and I was laying in it
Fucking hating it, all the painful years
I feel so sad, I feel so very bad
I felt so fucking trapped
And I'm so done with that

Let me have my way
Let me have it my way
This is mine and you can't touch it
Don't wanna be afraid

Same old talking point, a tired conversation
I don't want you to hate me, I can feel you resent
But this is heavy weight, can't take my l-l-l-love, love
Oh, na-na-na-na
Oh, no, no, no
Same old talking point, I'm tired of all the talking
I'll be moving on, and you will do the same
I feel so sad, I feel so very bad
I feel so fucking mad
But I'm so done with that

I bleed on the corner of this page
These tears run like these words run deep
You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink
Thinking and doing are not the same things
This is mine, you can't have it
This is mine, you can't grab it
This is mine, you can't touch it
(Oh, fuck this shit, yeah, yeah)
Fuck you, too

We've been in the same room and the same bed
You sit inside my head like you own it, yeah
Tryna pull you out, but nobody else can hold this (trying, baby)
This is mine, you can't have it
This is mine, you can't grab it
This is mine, you can't touch it
Oh, fuck this shit, yes

Let me have my way
Let me have it my way
This is mine and you can't touch it
Don't wanna be afraid, yeah
Let me have my way
Let me have it my way
This is mine and you can't touch it
Don't wanna be afraid, yeah

Let me have my way
Let me have it my way
This is mine and you can't touch it
Don't wanna be afraid