Whole, Again

I am stoned, I am cold
Can't you hear how I raised my tone?
Missed the boat, lost the gold
Reminisce every face I've known

Oh, I know that it's wrong
To figure out everything at once
How I prone on my own
While I keep looking back on the things that I lacked last fall

It's all in my head, but-
I have to say, it's getting late

I don't wanna feel this way
I just wanna be whole again
I have to say, I'm going grey

See the hole in my soul
I've been dreading for far too long
Draw me close, self-control
For tonight and forevermore

Let me out (let me out), ready now (ready now)
Against the water I'll swim, the sea I cried about
Cut it close, end of rope
The world that we share, they don't seem to care at all

It's all just in my head
It's all in my head, but-
I have to say, it's getting late

I don't wanna feel this way
I just wanna be whole again
I have to say, I'm going grey
I don't wanna be this way
I just wanna be whole again
I have to say, it's getting late

Now I'm losing my pace and my bones grown brittle
And when I think of my fate, it makes me feel so little
A total renegade just for the sake of living
The way I hesitate, it's always suffocating
The way I hesitate, it's always suffocating

It's all just in my head

I don't wanna feel this way
I just wanna be whole again
I have to say, I'm going grey
I don't wanna be this way
I just wanna be whole again
I have to say, it's getting late
I don't wanna feel this way
I just wanna be whole again
I have to say, I'm going grey

I just wanna be whole again
I just wanna be whole again
I just wanna be whole again