Right At Home

I close my eyes to look inside
And see there's nothing left

Swallow my pride I sleep and hide
Until there's no one else

Anytime I like to be alone
I'm granted with it, just so you should know

All the times I've ever felt at home
There's no one around, just thought you should know

Hit ya like a summer's day
I'll be bragging all the way until the money's made

I'm still living right at home cuz I'm fucking lazy
Play the role of just another sinner's Saint
Guess I'm here to stay (maybe)

I could change my name
And move as far away as namastes
Avoiding downtown for my mother's sake
God must be on holiday
That's just my mistake, forever stuck spacing out
Just let the problems wait

I close my eyes to look inside
And see there's someone else

I bide my time, I kill the vibes
Just save me a spot in hell

Help me throw the daydreams out the window
Couldn't see the end guess I'm right at home
Right At Home

Sip it like it's lemonade
I've been itching all the problems you have made
Wave it over my head just for your safety
I know I'm not dead until a certain grave
Takes me without a hurry

Hit you with the same sad story
Buffing off the meds I think I found my new glory
Consider me a basketcase and no I'm not worried
Say it with my words, I'll say it in the verse like that

Throw my head away my dear
So I can't sing that same sad song again

I close my eyes to look inside to see there's nothing left
I cut my ties I feel alive I think I might need help

Help me throw the day dreams out the window
Couldn't see the end guess I'm right at home
Empty by the time I enter the end zone
Maybe they never heard your name before
Right At Home