Obsession

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
Face split in two, lived the life of a coward
I started giving up on myself
Stared into darkness with faces I wish I'd forget

Fever putting me to sleep
I owe myself for this
Lungs collapse and bones starts to break
Stuck in the darkness with the snakes

I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself
I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself

I buried myself ten feet below

I was trapped in my own misguided world
It's fucking hard to stay away
It's fucking hard to live without you
But I'll never go back there again

I was never alive

Traded my soul for misery

Stayed with the snakes to cover myself from reality
I started shedding skin

I am trapped in my own misguided world
I stayed with the snakes for the longest time
It's fucking hard to stay away
It's fucking hard to live without you
But I'll never go back there again

I fucking loathe myself!

I fucking loathe myself!

Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me
Released myself from the shackles I helped create

I've got the power of life in my hands
And I intend to keep it
My life has meaning after all