No but Kinda

Fall back again
I retain the words you said
Just like as if kids
Some are and aren't preplanned

All these games
Are getting to my head
The waters getting stahle
And I forget to swim
Look at me
Like I'm all you've ever seen
And I'll return a love
That I've only seen in dreams

I cock back and sit
To wait and find you here
Or loved inside a mirror
I cock back and drift
Into a stateless bit

I've grown through the change
Does it stand to last
If change never stays
Does that mean I won't go back

All these days
Are getting pretty dim
I woke up yesterday
And I only breathed in sin
Look at me
Like an addict with a gun
Always turning heads
but only get helped when I'm done

I cock back and sit
To wait and find you here
Or loved inside a mirror
I cock back and drift
Into a stateless bit

Just know that I care
And know that I'm scared
Will I act on my fears?
Is there even something there?
Just know that I care
And know that I'm scared
Will I act on my fears?
Was there ever something there?

I cock back and sit
To wait and find you here
Or loved inside a mirror
I cock back and drift
Into a stateless bit

Something is wrong
Everythings a mess
Somethings got to give
Just like this burning in my chest
Something is wrong
Everythings a mess
Somethings got to give
Just like this burning in my chest