Unconditional

I could never see this twisting
Our love shifting to standoff
Mixing in with anger
Now my generosity ain't paid off
Unconditional was fictional
From all my giving all I get is laid off
And played off for your second choice
I see your behaviour as irrational
Using your voice for evil
No articulation for expressions of empathy or kindness
Only this sordid blindness
To me dying tryna
Put a smile on your face
How I tore down anyone who got in the way
Of your dreams
Little did I know you was doing that to me

I loved you unconditionally,
Ah that love you could never see
I loved you unconditionally
But that limitless bound found
Home with no ground eventually
That limitless bound found
Home with no ground
And I was left to rebuild myself
With no surround

My only fantasy was you living happily
Your repayment was only fallacy
As you only loved me practically not passionately
My chest a scene of casualty
Cos you only moved with calamity
No care for me
But you have no capacity
To love anyone else because of your vanity
It feels like insanity to say you drained me of my vitality
But I'm weak all over
Left grappling for sustenance of apology
I'm in agony
Thinking of you absent-mindedly
You're consuming every part of me...
So aggressively!
So tragically!
So pathetically!

I loved you unconditionally
Ah that thing you could never be
I loved you unconditionally
But that limitless bound found
Home with no ground eventually
That limitless bound found
Home with no ground
And I was left to rebuild myself
With no surround

I have no power to to run from your inhumanity
Because I am wrapped around your little finger with elasticity
And my anger burns with electricity
But so does my profanity
In the way I love you
With every bone in my aching body
With a ferocity
But there's no morality
In the way you have been treating me
And my pain is clear to see
I'm not hiding anything
Or pretending this didn't end disastrously
Catastrophically
As I tried so hard to change your mentality
But that would make you unnaturally yourself
And it's yourself who I fell in love with, regrettably
And forgettably, I jumped in head first
Ignoring my past cares' frugality
And how I waste all my love
On those who don't give a fuck about me

I loved you unconditionally
Ah that passion I need
I loved you unconditionally
But that limitless bound found
Home with no ground eventually
That limitless bound found
Home with no ground
And I was left to rebuild myself
With no surround

My battery's left empty
As you bleed me of my energy
As every second I waste carelessly
Thinking of you, fanatically
Frantically wishing I could change
How our love is now through
How we didn't even kiss goodbye
Or have a word spoken true
Because deceit was the third party
And I never even knew
How you snuck in your favourite love
Your lies and your untruth
Treating my sweetness so uncouth
But I trusted you
That's why I now feel stupid
And not even my mother can sooth
My heartbreak in youth
I never saw it coming
I never knew the truth
Of your intention
I never questioned
As my attention turned to obsession
I never thought of prevention
Because my vulnerability to you was like my engine
Steaming me to progression
Streaming me to progression
To progression

I loved you unconditionally
Ah that love you could never fucking see
I loved you unconditionally,
But that limitless bound found
Home with no ground eventually
That limitless bound found
Home with no ground
And I was left to rebuild myself
With no surround

I thought us together could be a succession
But we failed and took the wrong direction
Stressed and depressed with
No comprehension of this ending
I wish we could be friends then
I wouldn't feel so much tension
But how you hurt me's my biggest lesson
And I'm not pretending to hate you, no digression
To my little virtue
I don't always want to refer to you
As what destroyed me
And I don't want to hurt you
But I want you to see
That your moves occurred due
To your carelessness to a girl who
Would still give everything in my hands
If it would revert you back to me
But you need to learn to
Understand understanding
And compassion for love
Not just rational steps
For yourself
And to learn some respect for someone else
I don't expect you to be anything but who you are
But we're complex, I'm complex
I have a limit and you've pushed it too far
So I'll lick my wounds
Wishing for you
To hear my pleas
With my head in my hands and the floor beneath my bleeding knees
Squeezing me of all release
Praying to God
That one day
Escape from your love will present me
And I'll finally be free