The February Curse
We all got a dream, but some of us never live it
The chance is taken away from you It's unintended
A bad situation that's you never asked for
You looking out door hustle is the only option
I was with moms on the phone I really missed her voice
Said i'll try to make it right mistakes are made by every son
But I'm always gonna make it up I'm tryna put a smile on her
A wise man said you need a little faith to see much better days
Whatever you doing today make sure your family safe
I've been through way too much to let that slip away
Guess I've been saving these verses for something personal Over the last four months I've been through ups and downs
I'm talking pain something that never goes away
Now I got bad memories at a very young age
I guess I'm being honest rather than being violent
But I'll flip the switch if you try to take me down
I've been here for two decades a lot has changed man
I mean how does a black man hate another black man
I guess you'll never know
A little hatred involved but then I get it though
It's how we living we though
See luck is opportunity in a different form
And I've been lucky many times but never really won
And I've had many losses too many messy flosses
But I always persevere maintaining all my focus
But god I'm only twenty two not even finished with school
Half the time I'm confused I don't know what to do
I wake up every morning thinking bout the same thing
How do I make a million how do I get rich
But I'm a bird of a different further
Lapa laka le gata noga ka leoto e phela
Ey ba ba baya ba leko n'cutter ba tshoshwa ke nna
But I thrive under pressure so I keep getting better you know
I've been dealing with many problems I cannot mention
I've been sucked in a whole been feeling very stranded
I've been dealing with mental issues depression as well
But I've been keeping my faith that's why my sanity checks
I wish I could tell you about my February
Quite possibly the worst month I've ever had
And I'm still looking for answers as to why I'm here
Cause I swear to god I thought I'd my death bed
The chance is taken away from you It's unintended
A bad situation that's you never asked for
You looking out door hustle is the only option
I was with moms on the phone I really missed her voice
Said i'll try to make it right mistakes are made by every son
But I'm always gonna make it up I'm tryna put a smile on her
A wise man said you need a little faith to see much better days
Whatever you doing today make sure your family safe
I've been through way too much to let that slip away
Guess I've been saving these verses for something personal Over the last four months I've been through ups and downs
I'm talking pain something that never goes away
Now I got bad memories at a very young age
I guess I'm being honest rather than being violent
But I'll flip the switch if you try to take me down
I've been here for two decades a lot has changed man
I mean how does a black man hate another black man
I guess you'll never know
A little hatred involved but then I get it though
It's how we living we though
See luck is opportunity in a different form
And I've been lucky many times but never really won
And I've had many losses too many messy flosses
But I always persevere maintaining all my focus
But god I'm only twenty two not even finished with school
Half the time I'm confused I don't know what to do
I wake up every morning thinking bout the same thing
How do I make a million how do I get rich
But I'm a bird of a different further
Lapa laka le gata noga ka leoto e phela
Ey ba ba baya ba leko n'cutter ba tshoshwa ke nna
But I thrive under pressure so I keep getting better you know
I've been dealing with many problems I cannot mention
I've been sucked in a whole been feeling very stranded
I've been dealing with mental issues depression as well
But I've been keeping my faith that's why my sanity checks
I wish I could tell you about my February
Quite possibly the worst month I've ever had
And I'm still looking for answers as to why I'm here
Cause I swear to god I thought I'd my death bed
Credits
Writer(s): Mashita Chidi
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