Waiting

I am in a dark room
Drowning in my thoughts and I'm
Stuck in my minds tomb hoping for a way out soon
While I sit here never moving only waiting

Laying in my bed while
Thinking of some words to say
I never know what to say I'm always stuck on yesterday
Never going anywhere I'm always waiting

Tryna move forwards but I'm falling back
Tryna leave my bed, get a heartattack
I just wanna find myself again
Lately I don't know what's happening

While my sun is setting, yours is rising
That is how it looks through my two eyes when
I see the bloodshot horizon
Sleeping should be running but I'm waiting

Clock is ticking slowly
When I blink it gets ahead of me
Time flies by like memories passing by like wind through trees
I never know how it goes but still I'm waiting

All the things I wish I did
But instead I closed my eyes and hid
Sitting waiting like a coward huddled right there wasting hours
Cry cause I'm alone but still I end up waiting

Tryna live my life but I waste my time
Can't get all this past trauma off my mind
I just wanna go back try once more
But I'd just do what I did before

These days I wish I could grow
But I don't know I don't know
Who I am or where to go
With no direction light won't flow
Now I could be running but instead I'm waiting

Everything is vanity
And nothing is new
Tried waiting for everything
But there's nothing left to do
So I spend my time waiting
And never seem to close my eyes
Maybe that's why I chase it
And why I'm waiting for the sunrise



Credits
Writer(s): Ronan Dixon
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