Dear Pain
Hmmmm
I'm Smiley Jynx
JynxSmiles
LEXNOUR
Pains and pains through the memories of my past years
My life been easy but these demons made me sobber
I just wan' live a life beat my chest and be proud of
That can't be cause the devil's got me handcuffed
My vision's blurry
My dreams turned nightmare
I wan' be me but I'm breaking down here
My mirror's shattered
I'm not in shape no more
I gotta shout out
But this is the end of all
If I'm chanced to get a gun, I'm gon' kill my death
I don't give a damn I'm gone, this life is a mess
When your hommie come around, they gonna need your help
When they you the hell of you, they gon' say you suck
I'm a mess
I'm going through this pain I guess and I don't wanna rest
Same way to success is the same way that leads to death
Oh God, Just one mistake and I'm gone
Life is such a hell
I'm dancing on the steering that wheels me to my grave
Pains and pains through the memories of my past years
My life been easy but these demons made me sobber
I just wan' live a life beat my chest and be proud of
That can't be cause the devil's got me handcuffed
I always thought they cared how could they have done that
I put them on me first but they turned me over
I always thought they've got my back in numbers
But they always end up putting me in danger
Too many friends I lost
Too many things it cost
It's still getting worse like I didn't do enough still
I'm going through this mess, she caused the pain in my head
Hopelessly in my bed, so I've been drinking, and been smoking
And I truly saw my death
I smiled at every single person
But I couldn't feel myself
I could feel my own life so empty dying in the bottle
I swear, if I could get a gun I'd kill my own death
I don't give a damn, we all gon' end in hell
I been going through it
My minds going crazy now
Hope I don't lose it
Depression starring at me, hell, how
I wan take this pain away
Maybe rip it off my chest
Cause I feel like I've been buried right beneath the stress
Pains and pains through the memories of my past years
My life been easy but these demons made me sobber
I just wan' live a life beat my chest and be proud of
That can't be cause the devil's got me handcuffed
I tried to look past my tears and put a mask on my grief
I may have been outmatched and maneuvered by it
I thought I'm over it, that I'm done drinking by now
But I am back on knees and I'm asking for more
My vision's blurry
My dreams turned nightmare
I wan' be me but I'm breaking down here
My mirror's shattered
I'm not in shape no more
I gotta shout out
But this is the end of all
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm Smiley Jynx
JynxSmiles
LEXNOUR
Pains and pains through the memories of my past years
My life been easy but these demons made me sobber
I just wan' live a life beat my chest and be proud of
That can't be cause the devil's got me handcuffed
My vision's blurry
My dreams turned nightmare
I wan' be me but I'm breaking down here
My mirror's shattered
I'm not in shape no more
I gotta shout out
But this is the end of all
If I'm chanced to get a gun, I'm gon' kill my death
I don't give a damn I'm gone, this life is a mess
When your hommie come around, they gonna need your help
When they you the hell of you, they gon' say you suck
I'm a mess
I'm going through this pain I guess and I don't wanna rest
Same way to success is the same way that leads to death
Oh God, Just one mistake and I'm gone
Life is such a hell
I'm dancing on the steering that wheels me to my grave
Pains and pains through the memories of my past years
My life been easy but these demons made me sobber
I just wan' live a life beat my chest and be proud of
That can't be cause the devil's got me handcuffed
I always thought they cared how could they have done that
I put them on me first but they turned me over
I always thought they've got my back in numbers
But they always end up putting me in danger
Too many friends I lost
Too many things it cost
It's still getting worse like I didn't do enough still
I'm going through this mess, she caused the pain in my head
Hopelessly in my bed, so I've been drinking, and been smoking
And I truly saw my death
I smiled at every single person
But I couldn't feel myself
I could feel my own life so empty dying in the bottle
I swear, if I could get a gun I'd kill my own death
I don't give a damn, we all gon' end in hell
I been going through it
My minds going crazy now
Hope I don't lose it
Depression starring at me, hell, how
I wan take this pain away
Maybe rip it off my chest
Cause I feel like I've been buried right beneath the stress
Pains and pains through the memories of my past years
My life been easy but these demons made me sobber
I just wan' live a life beat my chest and be proud of
That can't be cause the devil's got me handcuffed
I tried to look past my tears and put a mask on my grief
I may have been outmatched and maneuvered by it
I thought I'm over it, that I'm done drinking by now
But I am back on knees and I'm asking for more
My vision's blurry
My dreams turned nightmare
I wan' be me but I'm breaking down here
My mirror's shattered
I'm not in shape no more
I gotta shout out
But this is the end of all
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
Credits
Writer(s): Isreal Daniel, Smiley
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