2 Sides

I thought I was done but
I ain't get everything off my chest
I was once told
A strong man
Make a hard life easy you heard
And the shit funny because like

You weak niggas make a easy life look so hard
You follow niggas that ain't get it shit gon' look so far
You fake celebs make me laugh at the same time yawn
This state polluted I don't see no stars

I just realized this a shit show
So I don't let these niggas get close
Hence the reason why I sip my liq's slow
One day will I slip? No
Bitches wanna get one up
But my chick know
Y'all was for the moment 'til my chick show
I'm sorry babyyy

I never understood why it was dirt on my name
Or why my name even come up in conversation exchanges
The more I climb, the more that I'm anxious

100 dollar bills the only time I like to see new faces
And don't come up in mine so tasteless
The ugly place I'm from's how I base it
Shit's not basic
My first thought ain't that you love me
Its hatred

A sad way to think but cold shoulders 'til this ice come off
And I don't talk until the mice run off
African run in my family but I never been the one to jell off
And through the gang I ain't the one to set off

When you see me don't speak about me
Speak to me
Or choose to leave with your teeth loosely
Or let ya jealous words speak through me
And find out why ya lady wanna do me
You talkin shit is why she throwin' coochie

I got a daughter I cant let these niggas get to me
Let these bitches to me
Let you off the hook cause you just fish to me
Studied socially and I made history

Please
Please
When I was broke I never was the run to mommy
I never went to soak in Basmati
I never went to go sit by somebody
On go until they drop me

I been tryna hit the Forbes list
Until I heard that they started to forge shit
And since I seen the truth I never force shit
Locked in on the core shit
Provide and then protect a little more
'Til the stable good I stay away from horse shit

And there's two sides to always tell in every story
I don't know what's better for me
I don't know why corners, women, liquor
Always get to lure me
I don't know how my life gonna be when I'm there kissin' 40
Like will my baby be proud
Someone call me daddy now
Gotta change my addy now
Haven't fought my battles yet
Gotta pass my rattle down
I ain't finish mackin' yet
I ain't finished packin' yet
But I'm ready

Roller coastin'
Embracin' every hiccup, every motion
And still ain't showin' up in my emotions
Try to heal
Suck it up
You got a couple months
You can't be mopin'
Either deal with it get up
Or stay hopeless
And that is not an option
All the shit you talk and now you stoppin'?
Y'all new niggas turn bitch when shit start rockin' huh?
You wanna change the topic huh?
The only thing that need to change
Is how you change ya pockets now
Stop tryna slang ya cock around

I don't know
Yea you do
Imagine every nigga that would kill for a woman like yours
Build with a woman like yours
Steal from a nigga like you
Drill for a livin' like yours
Heal with the women you got
Kill for that little girl born
Iight nigga
Iight what?
Fuck you think you talkin to?
What's that lion on your arm for?
Strength from what?
Man nigga you ain't show no strength in months
You the same nigga that argue with ya girl and leave the front
Don't even front
You's a bitch
Watch ya mouth
Tell me why
You talk to me like that
And think I let it fly?
Tell me why
You think that Ima fuck this up
And let my little girl be raised by other guys
Be ten down nigga
You got me fucked up or you must be out ya mind
Tell me how
I look at you and see myself in this reflection
Stayin solid in this body and the next one
Me mentally been fried
And still I'm good so I'll be better for this blessing
But sometimes I gotta let out my confessions
Suicidal thoughts, might be weak to you
But they was real to me
Ain't give a fuck but now I'm not here just for me
Honestly
She gave me more reason to grind and way more peace when I'm asleep
Up nights at 4am right now so she could eat
Then I could think
And this shakin' in my voice
Is probably just me and my choices
Give it up or gettin' up to get that Royce

But a strong man make a hard time real easy
And a weak man turn the easy hard
I'm gettin' this shit regardless