Dark Days

Harry, where are you?
You ain't picking up my calls
I'm getting worried
Call me back when you can
I love you

I remember those dark days when i felt alone
I say "felt" like i still don't feel alone
These feelings that i'm suffering are just unknown
I wanna go home but nowhere is home
I'm stuck in this zone inside of my dome
I'm sad but like uzi that's the way that life goes
I'm part of a plan that only god knows
In this moment of time i'm at the lowest of lows

Yeah
I'm insane
I take pills to the brain
To try n' numb my pain
I'm so fucking ashamed
But i can't be blamed
I'm mentally drained
Feels like I'm locked tangled n' chained
But im tryna break free
I'm hoping that one day i can find that key
To finally help me unlock the real me
I'm so sorry if you ever have to see
Me laid out unresponsive from an OD

I don't wanna live but i don't wanna die
I'm sad inside but i'm getting by
I had 3 years straight of getting high
I dread the times it would fall to night
Always taking lefts, never taking rights
I'm always fucking up but i'm tryna make it right

I fucked up
Once again
Once again

I fucked up once don't be shocked if i fuck up twice
I like to gamble, not with money i gamble with my life
My life's a game n imma about to throw the dice
If it lands on 6 imma slit my throat with a knife

This life shit is just so unfair
How the fuck do i wake up from a dream to a nightmare
Cut myself too deep n mumzy was gasping for air
She wondered why i did it, i said "i just don't care"
This is a deep secret of mine that i need to share

Oh well

It seems like I'm going to the depths of hell
No one is perfect in this shitty cruel world
Would you be there to catch me if i fell
I'm done with this life shit if you can't tell
Getting my feelings out, i don't mean to dwell
You would do the same if you felt how i felt
Keep on popping pills n killing my brain cells
Focused on my girl n she ain't no regular girl
I'm in love with her and she really is my world
I just want you to kiss me now just like mel

I fucked up
Once again
Once again



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Writer(s): Harry Bradley
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